m&m heaven.

well.. i said i'd finish updating within the week. that.. didnt happen.

i dont want to update right now. my heads killing me and i'm prettty dizzy, but theres nothing else to do. i stayed home today with a fever, muscle aches, dizziness, neck pain. probably the sickest i've been in a while. i woke up this morning and went to wash my face to cool off, and when i stood up i fell over on the bathroom floor. pretty scary. and then my mom took my temp. and it was 101.4. so i sat on the couch drinking water and sweating for a better part of today :/ good news is : i'm finally getting sleep!. after not being able to sleep for more than 6 hours in a row, i've been going to bed early and napping for good portions of the day. only good part about being sick.

activate till now. whats happened?

OH field hockey! its over now, but the end of the season was really great for me. we won all of our games against ASH, and i had 3 goals in the post season. we did ok.. but if we had won against marian we could have been in the finals, which is pretty disappointing. we were all just feeling kind of crappy that day. but i was pretty proud of the goals. maybe too proud. i mean its the job of the wingers to score, right? but we really hadnt scored a goal in SO long. i would just sit there on the bench watching people in the wrong position, not guarding the post, and it would just kill me. our team has been playing really well. our midfield would bring the ball all the way up to the circle but for some reason we could never get it in. so i'm glad i could do that for them. just wish i could have bbeen more help in the marian game. so now that the seasons over, i'm not too sure what to do with myself. bring up my grades. sleep. watch tv. be a better friend. i'm ready to prove to my teachers that i'm actually a good student. but i'm gonna miss field hockey. a LOT. i cant wait for the indoor season! :D

mckenna's party- for those of you who were there, you know that it was sufficiently awkward. for me. but anway, we get there and compliment mckenna on how absolutely STUNNING she( and her house) looks. and haley and i were like a little welcome committee, hugging people( haha aj) and getting them to go eat as soon as they got out of their cars. then we went and chiled with the rest of the party, joe starr and i decided to be sketchy and chat off where no one could see us, and then i had some of the best sushi ever. THEN while i was talking to andrew, he made some comment about al. and i was really confused, so finally he basically told me that al liked me. i didnt believe him, of course. i mean, didnt we all think that al had a thing for one of my other friends? then jamie comes up and tells me to ask him to dance. then alex. and aj. and all this time i'm telling myself that this is crazy, he doesnt like me! then curtis tells me he does, and that i should ask him to dance. of course, knowing al, i told him that we didnt have to dance. its all good. so we just sat and talked for a while. of course, its absolutely freezing, so we just sat there trying to get warm watching a group of about 15 people who are obviously talking about us. similar things went on for a good portion of the night. curtis and haley kept trying to get us to hook up. others wanted us to dance.there were rumors going around about us dating. but we're just not great with that kind of attention? so when we thought no one was watching, we finally did slow dance. the dj put on two songs for us while most people were getting cake. i thought that was pretty sweet of him. well idk. i cant really remember much more, but the next tuesday he asked me out. woo!

viggy's party- kevin, matt and alec united once more! the day of the party i went to see accross the universe with nolan. little did i know it would be filled with nudity, sex, and drugs. it was a good movie though. never realized before how many great hits the beatles really did have. we decided that it was my kind of movie. very weird. and it was meant to be portrayed through the eyes of a hippy on weed. yeah. totally my kind of movie. then he and i went to carlyle. the waitress absolutely hated nolan. uber funny. then we went on a walk and watched the sky until his mom picked us up to go to viggy's. i was a mouse, duhh. like from mean girls. which was on last night. i have seen that movie WAY too much. anyway, funny convo with curt- " whats she supposed to be?" " a person of the future" " a stripper of the future?". curtis heisel is my best friend. it true. so i chillled with kevin for a while, danced a bit, then al and i hung out on the hammock for about an hour. i'm glad i finally have someone who enjoys people watching as much as i do. and he doesnt mind not talking. its nice. but her mom kept staring at us through the window.. i felt like i was doing something wrong even though we were just sitting there.

grades- uhh.. i got B in latin, B+ in math, A- in english, and A in everything else. the worst report card i've ever gotten, but i'll get a better grade in english and maybe a B+ in latin next time. i guess its better to get bad grades over with earlier in my high school career.whatever. i'll live.

nachos coming for thanksgiving!

halloween- was the marian game. it sucked. there was must crying and hugging. but al came! which made me feel better. i went home with becca. she, katie, elizabeth, haley and i just chilled. and went trick or treating at peter hollands house. just for the record, his family is beautiful. and we watched family guy and ate pizza house and gossiped. good times.

twall bball- SO MUCH FUN. ..until those stupid discussion groups. my buddy's name was yolanda and she was from EMU. she was in the basketball tournament, and it was so great to see the look on her face after i told her she played an AMAZING game. honestly, she was just such a hapy person. and talkitive too. no awkward silences- whenever we stopped talking she though of a new question for me about myself or greenhills. there was never a dull moment. we did the cake walk, which she had been looking forward to the most, and we won! lol. we then went around telling all her friends about her winnning the carrot cake :) we listened to the band play, tested out the drums for the first time, and then rocked it out at the disco. our first time down there she was a little apprehensive. she didnt think she could do the cha cha slide, so we sat out and watched them for a while. then when we went back there a second time, i convinced her to try it. so we did it, and eventually we both got the hang of it. then i tought her how to the the makarina! it was a blast, really. then someone else's buddy came up to me and started to dance. but all he wanted for me to do was spin him. last year i didnt get my picture taken with my buddy, so i was determined to do that this year. and thank god she wanted to see how it turned out- i wanted to, but i wasnt sure how to ask. it was a good picture! we were holding our baloon animals/hats. i hope i can get a copy for myself.