its been more than 15 hours and my nose is still bloody.

sooo.. whats up guys? its 8 in the morning as i start this and i have absoultely no idea why i am up when i've been talking about not getting enough sleep lately. i just cant sleep anymore! but i guess a lot is up. so i'll write in here before i go try and sleep again/go down stairs.

my head is pounding. i should realy go get some motrin/ice. ehh. in a minute. so first of all, i hurt my achilles tendon during a game the other day. i was playing just fine and then all of a sudden it kind of just blew out under me and i couldnt run on it for about 20 seconds. then it was fine. so just kept playing. then it happened to me at practice the other day and i fell to the ground and couldnt walk on it for about a minute, so katie c made me go see steve with her. i told him it was fine. by the time i got up there i could walk on it again, but he taped me up and told me to keep an eye on it. it happened once more during practice so i decided to do what i rarely ever do and not do things that i though would make it worse. i mean, we had the MARIAN GAME coming up. but then during one of the drills that i planned on not being a part of, tom took me, with his hands, and shoved me into the game. it was quite scary. i ended up crying. not cool. so marcia, who was also injured and not playing, took me to see steve. he got me some ice and told me to stay off of it for a while. so i skipped practice the next day and developed some photos with john and took pictures with haley and chillaxed in the forum with rachel jessica and maya. <-- funnest people ever let me tell you. it was pretty nice. though i felt guilty about not being at practice.

but i decided to try and play in the game yesterday. i was feeling alright. my achilles had been pretty much ok all day long. i mean i had a little cold but i've had one ever since school started so it was nothing i couldnt handle. then during the warmup i had a collision with steph. we basically just ran head first into each other while we were running with the bal in two different directions. i kit her in the eye, while she got my in the nose and side of my head. i fell to the ground and i couldnt get up for a few seconds. then tom came over and i realized my nose was bleeding all over my face ( kinda cool actually. i've never had a nosebleed before). he took me over to the side then went to get steve while erin gave my ice and cleaned me up. then steve came and checked to see if i was alright mentally. my head was pounding and my nose hurt, but its not like i blacked out or anything, so i was sort of upset when he told my dad that i was spacing out and should probably go get it checked out.

but the fun part : I GOT TO RIDE IN THE GOLF CART ALL THE WAY TO THE 9TH GRADE FORUM.
yeah. he wouldnt let me walk all the way up there. so yeah we got my stufff and left for the ER. let me tell you, i'm glad i'm still a kid. i was only in there for like 2 1/2 hours compared to the people that were still waiting to me seen by the time i left. i did have sort of a scare though. the decided i had a minor( comparative of parvus) concussion, but since it hurt to bite down they wanted to get the dental people in to take x-rays of my jaw. NO WAY. so i took some motrin and told the guy i was fine. i think i'll be fine. i just cant clench down all the way otherwise the side of my head kills. but ther weird thing it my nose is still bleeding a little bit. i made friends in the waiting room with the mother of a little girl who stuck a beed up her nose. she was absolutely adorable. then on the way out i saw someone who had just got arrested for something having to do with drugs, idk. but they were freaking out and in handcuffs and i just felt bad for them. my dad didnt even nnotice it going on so i couldnt ask him about it. grr. o well. i still love my dad for dealing with all this stuff without getting annoyed or impatient.

ok that was probably pretty boring and i wasnt trying to be like feel bad for me i'm in pain! cuz its not that bad, i just want to keep a record of this for future reference.

thanks josh maya and joestarr for coming and sitting with me after it happened. and nina i saw i had some missed calls from you. i know its too late but good luck in the tourney!


DANCE TONIGHT. thats right first high school dance. i'll load up on ibuprofen before so i can jam out without pain. i'm pretty pumped now. too bad i cant stay the night at kat's. i mean i'll be staying up late anyway. but whatever.